Exams, check! Awesome. It's finally over.

I'm so tired and my eyes are so dry and it's already 3 am but I don't feel like sleeping. I want to do something more but it's 3 am and there's nothing to do and I'm so tired! I feel so.....what's that word...... Unused? Unproductive? You get what I mean :(

Oh and I updated my wordpress blog :D

Last exam tomorrow before it's all over! You have no idea how thrilled I am. I seriously hate studying. Especially whatever I'm studying because it's dry as hell. Today's been a long day - ploughing through lecture by lecture and trying to memorise as much as possible because I doubt I'll have time to think in the exam. I'm such a slow worker, I rarely finish my paper in time and in uni, I've only walked out of a paper early ONCE :(

I haven't really written much yet though and I don't even know if I will because I always think I will and then my exams end and I get so caught up doing other things. But anyway, I will try to upkeep this one and that one. I think whenever I have previews of Cocoquettes collections or something then I'll post it on that one since there's a function to lock only certain entries and set specific passwords. That's actually the reason I even set up a wordpress account.

I spent most of the day thinking if I should unlock my Twitter. I always convinced myself that I should because there's nothing very personal in there anyway but then when I get to the settings, I close the window and decide not to. Hmm I still don't know if I should. But if I unlock it then I won't know who's reading it which is weird.. I'd rather them just add me so I'll know who's reading it. But yet if I don't unlock it, I can't embed the rss feed on my wordpress or livejournal :(

And the cute dog in the last entry? Rui's family may return it after all cos it doesn't get along with their current dog. And Ting kept telling me how it's a terror dog and how she used to have one and it was so fierce that they had to give it away. Then I subscribe to Straits Times' Twitter and I saw an article that said that a Singaporean businessman's gonna get charged in court because his two rottweilers attacked two people in a span of five months. That's precisely why I'm afraid of animals. Partly that and partly because they feel funny.. the fur and everything, sends shivers down my spine :(

So I've decided to get a pet fish. I used to keep pet fishes in tanks in my room but ever since I left for Melbourne I haven't done so. Okay well there is a bigger tank now and a pond but the pond fishes are kois so I don't like that and the bigger tank fishes are small and cute but Sean doesn't take care of them so they always die so quickly. Plus I don't feel so attached to them since I'm hardly around. But when I go back this time I shall get fishes. Probably a fighting fish or a lung fish since I think these are the only two that don't need oxygen pumps cos that's so troublesome.

Or maybe I will buy a nice tank since my old one's spoilt, I think, and then I'll buy a puffer fish! I've always wanted to keep puffer fishes :) But the nice ones are sea-water fishes and it's not easy to keep them because you have to maintain a pH level and everything.. But I really do want puffer fishes though but I'll have to feed them bloodworms or something. Okay I should stop thinking out loud.

So, yesterday I started searching online for deadjournal codes and then I found some email add and the person said to email him if anybody wanted a deadjournal code so I figured, why not? So I did and true enough, he gave me a valid code! Awesome, so I used it to set up a deadjournal account for CCQ. I don't even know what I'll use it for but I just thought it'd be fun.

I changed the fonts on this blog again. I figured I can't do without my Arial. So it's back again! My favourite font of all time :) It's so neat and ajseaksdfljk you get the point.

I found my old blogspot blog HAHA and I found my old guestbook which was with me since 2003. It's hilarious. I'm actually embarrassed by the way I used to write and the things I used to say and the pictures. Yuggggzz. I found something that Rui wrote like in 2003 but we weren't even together then.

Hello everybody, I've got Twitter :) Sorry I'm very amused and I like new things and then I'll get sick of it after a while but if I get more people to follow then it'll be more fun for me then I'll stay on it for a longer time so....

twitter@poisonjewel

Click on that and follow me and I'll follow you too and and..... okay I've to go for driving class now. Ugh :(

I love being organized. I think this whole accountancy thing has taught me quite a bit. I seriously love knowing things are perfectly organized. I've only got 3 collections of clothings for CCQ but I already have a zillion excel sheets. Thank God for excel otherwise I would be a mess. I had a book for the CCQ clothings sales and all that as well but I realised I forgot to factor some stuff in so I'm transferring everything to yet another excel sheet so I can work on it more easily.

Then again, I'm only so anal about it when it comes to clothings. For my jewellery I'm not THAT organised. I do keep excel sheets for every transaction with a hell lot of details and I have a book for the bank transfers as well but I don't keep track of how much I spend on the materials :( I wanted to but like I already missed so many purchases that I can't start now. So I'm determined to keep this up for the clothings side.

I think I'm beginning to start seeing the wonders of Accounting. But then again I don't get why they had to make it so complicated. I spent 3 years studying something that another human being (or a group of them) created. It's silly. Economics as well. Studying what humans created.

At least there's more meaning in studying something abstract like Medicine. No wait, I take that back. I went through a couple of slides of Rui's lecture notes and I was so lost. I was supposed to test him and I didn't even 1. know how to pronounce the alien chemical names/viruses/diseases 2. understand what the hell it was saying.

Maybe I am thankful I did Commerce. I suddenly am quite happy with whatever I'm studying. I think it's just because I'm really near the end. If I had to do another 1 year of this I'd just die.

Now, the two things on my mind: Pass driving and graduate.
Everything else is secondary.

Talking to my cousins and all was actually quite fun. Had dinner at Sarah's place and we were all talking about relationships and all that. It's quite a pity that we all live in different countries and I don't have any cousins in Singapore :( Unlike most of my friends, I'm not that close to my cousins because we hardly meet up except for family reunions which only happen like once a year at max. My cousins live right opposite in Melbourne but I don't even see them until another relative comes to Melb!

Anyway so Alan's here from Brisbane so we had dinner together today and we talked for 3.5h over dinner. It always feels like we're not very close but whenever we get together (just us cousins only though) we start to get quite close and we find out so much that we never knew. But then when we go back to our normal lives, we don't really talk. Like we don't actually talk on msn or share feelings or anything. Queer. But anyway I'm quite glad for relatives I guess. These are people who'll always be there for you even if all else fails.

Sarah was telling me about her cost/benefit analysis.. hahah so Commerce. Like okay, let's say you've been together with a guy for 10 years and he cheats on you. Lots of people'd just hang on because it's ten years, that's a decade!! But you should just count it as sunk cost and move on instead of pouring more love, time and effort down the drain. Cut your losses. It's a lot easier said than done though. Like in business as well, it's really hard to just give up something after you've pursued it for so long and spent so much money and time on it. It's hard to set your foot down and say, okay, I'll cut my losses.

Anyway (why do I always say anyway, hmm!) I downloaded Laughing Gor just now. It's called Turning Point 2009 in USA though I think. It's a TVB production or something and it's a spinoff from E.U. (you'll know what I'm talking about if you watch canto serials). I thought E.U. was really good and I loved Laughing Gor's character. I downloaded it but I haven't watched it yet though. Gonna wait for Rui to watch it with me in Singapore. I read the synopsis and it sounds reaaally good. Like he's a double mole or something and yeah..

Okay gotta go, bye!